"sadness is only a dark shadow over your eyes"

..im glad i told you
so that i can just blame myself now.

nobody else is responsable for this silly truth.
i keep banging the door of my pride
and i cant stop laughing
i enjoy what you find pathetic,
i turn away from what turns you on.

stop finding me good new reasons
i learnt how to avoid them and to believe
in what i always knew

my body freezes, switches off.
i need no allies when theres no war.